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Sunday, January 27, 2013

Moments from the past...

I was the happiest person in the world when I found out you were growing inside me July 16th, 2009, remember it like yesterday........ I was even more happy & excited when I found out you were my 1st son, October 18th, 2009..., And then my world stopped....., January 30th, 2010. Holding you for hours I will cherish it forever. I wish it could have been forever. I loved just the thought of you as I was planning second pregnancy. I loved you even more when you were growing in my womb. I loved you the most when I held you so peaceful and quiet. I think of you all the time Jaydan that is how I know your always with me.... It's not as sad anymore to think of you, what makes me more sad is when people don't talk about you. I love talking about you, it's how I keep your memory alive. Sister Jordan is so proud she always talks about you. It Makes me smile, Jaydee kisses your baby footprints I have tattooed on my foot.... Your so loved. And thank you for the beautiful gift Jaydee Rae. She helped heal our hearts... I have another miracle growing inside me. Please watch over us angel of protection. Bless us with another son to love here on earth. It's my strongest desire. The first bond is when mother hears a babies heart beat. And then from the inside baby hears mommy's heart beat day and night! It's true everlasting love! I love you more and more and miss you the most Love Momma Lindz

1 comment:

  1. Never give up on your dreams as our Family was blessed with another baby Boy, his name is Jax Ellis Daniel and he is the funniest most handsome boy in all the lands. He was born in Sept of 2013 on the 22nd, Jaydan’s due date was March 22nd, 2010. I can confirm I was the Happiest mom in all the lands when I held Jax. He heard my voice and instantly stopped crying as we looked at each other face to face. I feel Jaydan is still watching over us and I think Jaydan would have looked like Jax. And then to add a double blessing to our family again, and mend our once broken hearts, I was gifted another absolute beauty Jre Thomas born in March 2019. I knew when I conceived him, he would be due in spring just like Jaydan. One shot is all it took. It was meant to be. So my mission is to never give up on this life even though it’s been so very tough and hard, you truly never know what is ahead. Normally its better than you could ever imagined. Still love Jaydan, I will never forget you. Love Mom

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