Moments from the past...

I was the happiest person in the world when I found out you were growing inside me July 16th, 2009, remember it like yesterday........ I was even more happy & excited when I found out you were my 1st son, October 18th, 2009..., And then my world stopped....., January 30th, 2010. Holding you for hours I will cherish it forever. I wish it could have been forever. I loved just the thought of you as I was planning second pregnancy. I loved you even more when you were growing in my womb. I loved you the most when I held you so peaceful and quiet. I think of you all the time Jaydan that is how I know your always with me.... It's not as sad anymore to think of you, what makes me more sad is when people don't talk about you. I love talking about you, it's how I keep your memory alive. Sister Jordan is so proud she always talks about you. It Makes me smile, Jaydee kisses your baby footprints I have tattooed on my foot.... Your so loved. And thank you for the beautiful gift Jaydee Rae. She helped heal our hearts... I have another miracle growing inside me. Please watch over us angel of protection. Bless us with another son to love here on earth. It's my strongest desire. The first bond is when mother hears a babies heart beat. And then from the inside baby hears mommy's heart beat day and night! It's true everlasting love! I love you more and more and miss you the most Love Momma Lindz